In the Case Study of Rahul and Rajeev mentioned below, even after the relationship between them grew much stronger, and Rahul came all the way from Jodhpur to Delhi to stay with Rajeev, and they had sex almost every night, Rahul went to great extent not to let Rajeev see that Rahul gets an erection by being through even social or casual contact with Rajeev. He only allowed that when they were having sex, and during the sex too Rahul was always extremely guarded and never initiated anything and would always keep a straight face, as if he was not really enjoying anything.
On his second visit to Delhi, both went out of station for a trip. On the train, at morning time, when both were sitting on the berth, Rajeev, feeling very intimate with Rahul, decided to lie down on the empty berth, and place his head on his lap. Rahul immediately panicked and almost pushed his head away from his crotch, asking him to take the bag and use it as a pillow. Rajeev was extremely cross with Rahul about this, and this unacknowledged fight ruined their trip, and they came back without proceeding further.
Rahul continued to avoid touching his crotch area with Rajeev, or generally being too close to him except when they were having sex. But once or twice as they became more and more intimate, Rajeev, touched his penis on one pretext or the other, and both the times it immediately started swelling. On two more such occasions they ended up having sex (which for them meant mutual masturbation).
However, inspite of all this, Rahul became too insecure about being involved with a guy, and when he went back to Jodhpur, he broke the relationship. He even denied ever having any sexual interest in Rajeev or any other man, for that matter.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Avoiding intimate contact with lover to avoid getting an erection
Rahul met Rajeev when the latter came to attend his cousin's wedding in Jodhpur, a beautiful town in Rajasthan. Both were boys spilling with virility.
They immediately knew, they were attracted to each other, and when Rajeev made advances to Rahul, he couldn't resist himself.
They started to touch each other often, but when he tried to lean on his crotch, making it seem casual, as boys in India often do, Rahul quickly moved away. He did it in a panicky kind of way making it very obvious. Rajeev knew that Rahul is extremely attracted to him, and that he had moved away to avoid an erection.
In the night they slept together and Rajeev masturbated Rahul in the dead of the dark night. While Rahul allowed Rajeev to do this, he did not utter a word, and pretend as if nothing was happening.
But even after this incident of masturbation, when Rajeev made another visit to Jodhpur to see Rahul, and they went on a motorcycle to visit a temple, along with two more boys (they all sat on the same bike), and Rajeev was driving the motorcycle, he expected Rahul to sit behind him, but he was shocked when Rahul did not sit behind him, but asked another boy to do so and he sat behind the other boy.
Rajeev and Rahul had become extremely possessive about each other's bodies from day one, as is common in such relations between straight men in India, and were extremely jealous about anyone else touching each other intimately (even putting arms across each other) and to see someone feel up another's crotch and that too continuously for such a long journey was extremely excruciating for Rahul.
It was clear, that Rahul had done this because he knew he would get an erection if he sat behind Rajeev.
To take revenge, Rajeev let Rahul drive the mobike this time and now sat behind another boy. Now, it was Rahul's time to get jealous. In fact, he was so jealous that when getting off, he quickly turned to see Rajeev's crotch and how it was touching the other guy... and he did it in a very obvious way.
Rahul did not want Rajeev to know that he gets an erection with him, even when they had sex (masturbation) already, and they were now in an unacknowledged relationship as Rajeev had come all the way from Delhi to see him.
They immediately knew, they were attracted to each other, and when Rajeev made advances to Rahul, he couldn't resist himself.
They started to touch each other often, but when he tried to lean on his crotch, making it seem casual, as boys in India often do, Rahul quickly moved away. He did it in a panicky kind of way making it very obvious. Rajeev knew that Rahul is extremely attracted to him, and that he had moved away to avoid an erection.
In the night they slept together and Rajeev masturbated Rahul in the dead of the dark night. While Rahul allowed Rajeev to do this, he did not utter a word, and pretend as if nothing was happening.
But even after this incident of masturbation, when Rajeev made another visit to Jodhpur to see Rahul, and they went on a motorcycle to visit a temple, along with two more boys (they all sat on the same bike), and Rajeev was driving the motorcycle, he expected Rahul to sit behind him, but he was shocked when Rahul did not sit behind him, but asked another boy to do so and he sat behind the other boy.
Rajeev and Rahul had become extremely possessive about each other's bodies from day one, as is common in such relations between straight men in India, and were extremely jealous about anyone else touching each other intimately (even putting arms across each other) and to see someone feel up another's crotch and that too continuously for such a long journey was extremely excruciating for Rahul.
It was clear, that Rahul had done this because he knew he would get an erection if he sat behind Rajeev.
To take revenge, Rajeev let Rahul drive the mobike this time and now sat behind another boy. Now, it was Rahul's time to get jealous. In fact, he was so jealous that when getting off, he quickly turned to see Rajeev's crotch and how it was touching the other guy... and he did it in a very obvious way.
Rahul did not want Rajeev to know that he gets an erection with him, even when they had sex (masturbation) already, and they were now in an unacknowledged relationship as Rajeev had come all the way from Delhi to see him.
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