Ashutosh had kept away from girls all through his school and college days. He was a masculine, straight male, and like many normal straight men, no sexual need for girls at all... in fact, he hated the idea.

It was for this reason that he kept away from boys groups, because they put immense pressure on him to prove his sexual interest in girls.

But, he knew he had to get married one day, and although he dreaded the day, he knew somehow he will just have to do it.

A straight guy in his neighbourhood refused to get married, and he knew that he was interested in men too. He liked the guy very much, so one day he flirted with him in typical straight fashion -- touching his crotch several times, but still making it sound casual. After that the other guy wanted to take it up further but Ashutosh became scared/ filled with phobia, and withdrew. But later made advances again, then withdrew again... this went on for two years, and by the time Ashutosh could gather up some courage to advance his relationship with the guy, the other guy became quite irritated with him, and inspite of him making several attempts just rejected him.

Now Ashutosh got a highly paying job, and he was 25. But, he did not get a girl friend or get married. By the time he became 27, his parents and relatives started to ask him to get married.

He tried to avoid getting married for two years by rejecting the offers that came to his parents, always finding some fault with the girl.

He hated it when the parents of girls approached his parents for marriage. He didn't want to face them. Once, a girl in another city wanted to talk to him on the webcam, but he feigned that his webcam was not working. His mother sought the help of the neighbourhood guy, who was once interested in him, and he willingly obliged and tolk Ashutosh he could come to his computer to chat with the girl.

Ashutosh got very pissed with this, and in order to get back at him, he loaded a programme on his computer which brought out all the pictures of naked men having sex that were loaded on the other guy's computer, in front of his brother.

Ashutosh avoided marriage for two-three years, but eventually, one day, he gave up... that too for a very plain looking girl.

He prepared himself to face up to the marriage and the aftermath... And, when he managed to do the needful in bed, he was so happy and proud, that it did't matter to him at all, how he hated to be with the girl. For him, what was important was that he did it, and the girl didn't suspect his lack of interest.

In fact, he was so extremely happy at this that he felt at the top of the world. Like he couldn't have asked for anhthing more with life. He started to sing the tarzan theme at the top of his voice -- especially for the benefit of his next door neighbour -- that he has 'conquered the world'.

He went for honeymoon with the girl and pretended to be very cozy with her, especially when doing the shoots. Had it not been for the immense pressure that he felt to be with her, he would have hated to be even near the girl. With time, he got more and more used to it.