Prominently displaying sexual interest in women to hide sexual interest in men

The need to prove one's constant and unending sexual interest in girls becomes even more desperate, when a man becomes emotionally and sexually involved with another man. Then he seeks to display this immense sexual interest -- even when it is not present at all or present only minimally -- to hide his sexual interest in his male lover, as well as to 'compensate' for his loss of sense of 'manhood' for doing something which is clearly outside the purview of what is considered 'manly' by the westernised/ heterosexualised society.

Sandy developed a relationship with Ranveer at whose house he used to visit to teach tuitions (to Ranveer's nephew). However, he eventhough they developed a very intimate relationship -- he even started living in with Ranveer -- he still denied having any sexual interest in men at all. Not only this, he started to do various things to 'show' how interested in women he actually is.

He would masturbate over naked pictures of girls -- of which he had collected thousands from the net. This would infuriate Ranveer and affect their relationship. However, Sandy would take hours to decide what picture to masturbate on. It also turned out as time passed by, that Sandy was not really turned on by those pictures of girls. He would open pictures of naked girls, then ask Ranveer to kiss him or to fondle him in order to get an erection. It became clear that Sandy was seeking to 'generate' a sexual interest in girls, by trying to divert it from where he got it naturally -- from his male lover -- into the pictures of girls. However, it doesn't seem to work.

That has not stopped Sandy to spend hours and hours on the net downloading pictures of naked girls and to seek to masturbate on them -- even when its been more than five years since they started living together -- almost, since Sandy spent most of his nights at Ranveer's house, instead of going to his home. The pressure to generate a sexual interest in women is so-so strong in the society, that young Sandy has been stressing his beautiful bond with his lover and himself going through a lot of stress to do the impossible.

However, since about two years ago, Ranveer had had a series of fight with Sandy on the issue, Sandy now doesn't do it in front of Ranveer. Ranveer asked him not to masturbate on girls pictures in his house.

But Ranveer still found evidence that Sandy was secretly masturbating on girls pics in magazines, inside the bathroom, when he goes to take a bath.

Sandy keeps telling Ranveer, that he has no sexual interest in men, but he only loves Ranveer because he loves him so, and because they have shared so much together. And that one day, he is going to go and find a girl.

However, he says, he just wants to have sex with a girl, he doesn't want to get married.