18 years old Mukesh is also dealing with the pressure to get an erection whenever in physical contact with a girl. He is scared stiff of what will happen if he is caught with not having an erection if ever forced in a situation where he is physically close to a girl.
He has to visit the government hospital for something, and he is referred to a female doctor. He doesn't want to see a female doctor, but has no option. A woman can refuse to see a male doctor, but a male may not say so. In fact, he was not sure that the doctor will need to touch him at all and he hated seeing a female doctor even without the pressure to get an erection.
The lady doctor, who is quite attractive, makes him lie on a stretcher and asks him to pull up his shirt and loosen his trousers zip.
Mukesh is exttremely tense in this situation. All he can think about is that now he won't get an erection and he will be caught. They'll think he's 'gay' or a 'namard'. The tension is writ all over his face.
The lady doctor touches his abdomen all over, and he lies there extremely stressed, she also pushes down his underwear a bit (though not stripping him) to feel his abdomen. Now, Mukesh is sure that he has been caught and the doctor must now think that he is abnormal, a queer. The lady doctor speaks with him rudely and he is sure that it is because she has found out.
Mukesh feels so awful that he can barely stop himself from jumping before a bus.
His medical report talks of ova cysts, and his limited knowledge of science tells him that ova is found only in girls. He is now sure that he is abnormal and has some cells of girls that makes him not get an erection like everybody says boys should get in such situations.
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